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Hello Rashmi can you hear me? I thought I slept and was lying on my bed but I find myself in a very different place now. Clouds? No, I think I am surrounded by water. Am I inside an ocean made of water or standing in a dark place in the Universe? Maybe both feel the same. These thoughts are still running through my mind. My mind was mocking me saying it feels this girl has experienced the entire universe. I think I have been here before maybe billions of years ago or from the start, who knows. I just shut down my mind asking it to find the direction of the voice.

Before I start writing my thoughts I would like to Thank God and the universe for everything they gave me. Gratitude is a way of life. It is something that can’t be forcefully applied to you but your thinking is molded in that direction. There are times when I am not grateful for many things which happened in my life and it is absolutely my choice because even if there are thousands of good things attached to it but I can’t see any.

Divine time is the time when the universe serves you with your manifestation. The concept of time is still unclear to me because even if you measure time then in respect to what. There are many theories and conclusions I have drawn but none of them clears my doubt. But here I am discussing divine time. This human body is just vibrations so when you work on anything which you desire to have in your life through the Law of Attraction, the Law of Vibration, or just by means of pure intentions then it will be served to you. Still, you have to match your vibrations to your manifestations.

You will meet many spiritual gurus who say that life is a play. I really don’t have any idea as to whether this is a play or a real game. Even if it is a play you should be able to push forward ahead of it and be able to view this game from a 3rd person point of view.

I have got Bioscience background and I never studied energies or subjects related to it. I did not even read any of the ancient scriptures but life somehow landed me in the place where I am now. Nothing related to energies ever fascinated me but today I am the one who has a changed path, a new outlook on life, and a different mindset to explore the only reality i.e energy. This entire universe was created by God by means of roar. The source of creation put its energy out there in the universe by means of sound which is vibration and hence a form of energy.

There are times in your life when you feel that you are just living, eating, and wasting time while the whole world around you is earning and adding extra zeros to their bank account. And I very well know that all of us fall prey to this mentality when we have gone through our worst breakup and have taken a long career break. Actually, this human mind is programmed with too much stuff which is not needed, and that's the only reason these kinds of thoughts knock on your head very often.

My life did not turn out the way I planned it. I planned the best life for myself but I am the one who has gone through heartaches, physical problems, and emotional problems the most. I took care of my health to a great extent that no one can even imagine but my mental pain transformed into physical pain. Though I am mentally free of the past my body is still healing. I am 42 years old now. When I look back at my life I see myself as a carefree girl who never thought too much but I was never a bad decision maker. Though time proved many things wrong I know that it was for a reason.

Today is the first day of Navaratri 2022. My dad does Durga Puja every year and aarti in the morning and evening. Durga maa is a symbol of power. She was created to fight with the demons because no God could overpower the demons so they needed a figure which had the combined energy of all Gods. All Gods and Goddess put together their power in one form so that she could fight and even win the battle against demons. She is a mother, a lady whom we worship. She has all the weapons which she needs to slay the demons.

Life is a journey where you can plan your next moment and the coming days but you never know what is going to happen next. There is a mix of certainty and uncertainty but that’s ok. As far as life is concerned there is no guarantee of what may happen next. Every person has his share of ups and downs in life but that does not declare you a failure. You don’t fail at anything until and unless you are willing to give up on yourself. Failure is a short period that gets prolonged in our memory.

There are a few notes from me which I want my readers to keep in mind that this world which seems real is an energy world. Whatever you are thinking or doing in your inner world will manifest in the outer world. You accept it or reject it but it is absolutely your choice. I am someone who attached to the past much more than usual and that is the only reason it affected my body to the extent that it took so long for recovery.