diya

I am a deeply spiritual girl. It is not something I chose, but it was handed to me on a platter by my dad. When my dad used to do any puja, he would call my sisters and me to join him. I used to stand there in front of God with folded hands. As I grew up, my longing to get closer to the very source of creation became stronger. I asked my daddy many questions. Sometimes he would answer them, and at other times he would get clueless about what to tell me. I understood deep down that I have to connect with the very energy that I am worshipping to get my answers.

Life is a game which every human being has to play. You cannot exit the game before your time comes and there is no way you can move back into the past or fast forward into the future. You just have one life, one game and the present moment to make things happen. You cannot quit so you have to face the challenges life throws at you. You cannot say “I cannot face them” because I am not ready. I need to learn lessons of how I should deal with the problem which has come then I will deal with it.

I think almost all of us struggle at some or other point in life and wanted more options in life but we get less or no options. The situation just chokes you and stirs you till your core and you want to get out of everything but you feel stuck because you don’t have a choice. You just have to face that situation as it is because there is no option of getting out of it. You feel helpless, feel like crying, frustrated, complain, get angry at people who brought you to this situation, want to just shout and yell at all the nonsense but you don’t get those options.